I can't believe how time flies! It will be 2 weeks tomorrow since we arrived in Regina. It has been busy trying to get used to the new house, the weather and new surroundings. I am not sure if I am as comfortable with change as I once thought. I am working hard to control my edginess and anxiety.
One of the best ways I know how to do this is to go to meetings. The first meeting I went to was my Friday AM meeting in downtown Regina and it was a good one; I shared my fears, frustrations and gratitude; just what I need to do and I need to do more of this. Fear is my biggest enemy. I am baffled sometimes how I can face a life threatening disease like cancer with ease and then be scared to meet new people or move into new places. It doesn't make sense. Someone told me last Friday that what I was experiencing was bulls*** fear and bulls*** guilt. These emotions, he said, are not reality based. It kind of made sense.
Enough of this whining. Tomorrow, "A" and I are returning to Nova Scotia for a few days to see old friends and to formally say goodbye to the good folks at Heritage Gas. The past 4 1/2 year in Nova Scotia have been great and we consider Nova Scotia our second home. Who knows, we may return to Nova Scotia to retire there?
Finally, I just wanted to say something about the radiation. It is true that one does lose hair after treatment! And the hair I am losing is not from my head.
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