Yesterday I received my appointment for my first official meeting with Dr. V at the Allan Blair Cancer Centre. That will be May 13 in the morning. Once again I am feeling a little strange about it all. A little fear and a sense of not having the same amount of care I received in Nova Scotia. The reason I say this, is that I called to see if there was any flexibility with the appointment schedule and there is none. My Dr. V is booked for months and she just arrived in Regina! So I couldn't change my schedule which is no big deal.
A friend of mine at my Sat @ 9 Meeting said that he doesn't make the Big Decisions anymore. He hasn't for a long time; those Big Decisions are left to God. I am so glad I heard that from Bill. He is so right. Since I sobered up and since I had to face the monster, those truly Big Decisions are not mine to make anymore. The sooner I accept that, the better my life will be.
Bill also said some wise words again last week. "Just because something happens, doesn't mean I have to do something"; most time I just have to listen, learn and move on.
Got to go to my morning meeting and work. I hope all my friends have a good day!
Gido
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